Who in the world can say they have ever come across such horror should be the word. People set out to play games just to hurt another, I being on of those people hurt by those games…now I know why people start on it, now I know why I will begin, people cause these changes in people, it is people that cause a person to change to the worse, and there is no way they can base the blame just on that person, they did nothing for it.

Maybe if people took a step back from t he world and looked at it in a different view they would see how much a person is affected by it all. No one can simply say, “Oh they will be okay,” because they won’t. No one ever is okay with it. Why see someone out there and decide they will be a nice little friend to pick on? Just back off and watch them, make sure it’s closely because those who have been hurt are quick to cover it and pretend nothing is going on in their lives. No one deserves the pain others inflict on them. No one deserves to think they are worthless, but there are people out there that think making them feel that way is fun, that they rule over others. It’s just plain cruel.

Years of watching it I have notice the small things you see from people hiding it all, they smile, pretend they are fine and tend to hide away from it all, and when people ask for their opinions they tend to have none, afraid others will not like it or pick fun on them for it. Then you have the ones who act out, do stupid things for people to notice them, they do it for people to see they needed help. You often hear about those who have killed themselves from it, well tell you this little secret, I believe anyone driven to kill themselves has lost all will to life, nothing is keeping them alive on this earth. Those are the people you have to notice the first, they are hard to notice at times because they plain and simply do not want to be seen getting bullied and hide it, unless you actually see it happen.

Physical pain on a person is sore, but someone can come back from it, unless beaten to death which if some bullies could, most likely would. If people saw it they could stop it, it is one of the lesser evil or the form of games people do. Physical injuries can recover from…

Mental pain, it is harder to over come you believe everything someone says to you because they say it so much. Your hurt deeply and you never know how to get over it because you can’t simply shrug it off, you can’t show evidence of what has happened on you, no one notices just as much how much pain you are in…it is really hard to recover from…if ever.

Emotional pain, you can get over, it is easier to forget then mental pain, but it is similar in every way possible to mental pain, you just can recover faster.

I thing it is cruel how people think hurting others if fun. Who can see how hurt another is before going through it themselves? It is often said that bullies themselves are bullied. But you know not all of them are some of them just believe they own the world and you’re just a disgusting freak in it. Well guess what, they aren’t, they own nothing, they are worthless beings for the hell they put others through, and I can honestly say this at the bottom of my heart, I have gone through all this and came out on top, I will not be beaten down, I will fight and I will show everyone I’m not just a weak little bint.  

Well, show them that you’re just as great as they are. You have a better heart and a better person then they ever will, sure, look at me, I’m as happy as ever and I have people taking the piss out of me every day for fun. Then again half the time I’m in la la land…I think that annoys them, not to have me listening but I never listen I zone out far too much.

Years will come and you’ll find yourself better off than them. Or just with better friends, they will be still travelling in packs, only confronting you when they have people around them, while you’ll be surrounded by friends who support you and they will help you get over it. Don’t worry about those who bully you, pick fun, think its all a laugh…if you don’t want to tell someone, ignore them.

Your better than they are, lets say this, they are just a lump of chemicals meshed together and they mean nothing to you, they are worthless for you already have those chemicals and plenty others as you have friends who care, and if you don’t, you’ll always find someone that will care. I say this, I can honestly say, sad that it id, that I have literally no friends in school. Well yeah, I can’t trust any of them but hey, I can talk to them without screaming, that’s all I need for school someone to talk too. My friends, would be internet, online friends. But you can’t call them good friends mainly because you have never seen them but, at least they listen to you right? Or as one of my friends does, he lets me rants then gives me a hug and tells me I am better than them. That is everything you really need to cheer up.

You are better than them

Show them they are worthless

Stand up for yourself and if not, find someone to talk to

Hey I’m open; drop me a message if you want…

^^ I don’t bite honestly.